ga tau rasanya campur aduk ga karuan..
i've so many things to do lately...mo meledaakkk!! aarrgghh..
fiuhh..jadi teringat di Film Startrex beberapa waktu yang lalu..
ada 1 nilai bagus,
"Pada saat pikiranmu sedang kacau, kamu tidak berhak untuk memimpin!"
Sekarang, pengen banget mengalihkan segala tugas kepemimpinan ini ke orang lain yang mungkin lebih 'pantas'
entah ini Good Idea or God's Idea.. i dont know..
all i just know that i need to take some rest and REFRESH my mind, body and soul.
im soo tired of talking and doing many things..:'(
i cannot handle myself.
i want to show them up how i really BORED w/ all of the programs!
don't make me busy, Sir!
i want to shout,"What do you expect, Sir?!
You said that i've to understand, heh?!
Alright..i'll do it!
but don't fault me cz all of the probs!
GOD, i need Your mercy, help, strength and blessing.
i cannot understand them...i can't...
now it's they turn to understand me.
So, "what's Your idea, GOD?"
a. Stop a while to take some rest and then continue it
b. Should i give up? and QUIT forever
c. Try to understand (again) and keep calm down
d. Just do it!
e. .....still MY secret...
im open w/ Your BEST idea which is good for me.
even it hurts badly..or doesn't make sense..
i trust in YOU.
waiting for YOUR answer, GOD.
Thank you
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